i me myself and a ferrari

There are different ways of presenting oneself... However different it might be from the real one... I just cannot explain or justify the way i behave, though i admit i prefer remaining like that... The more people try to scoff at my antics, the more i get encouraged to venture deeper... I always get the feeling that i am just too calm inside, hence the energy is feeling bad, courtesy of its bruised ego... Its mode of revenge is to turn up at the wrong place,wrong time...In just another of those analogies between a human and nature itself,if fission of a few nuclei can have a devastating effect on the world,so can a split vote in the mind wreck a similar effect on a person's world... There are choices to be made at every step in life... and the worst has to be about life itself... But just like i see myself in everything else, i am not the worst... Not the worst base to start rebuilding myself that... rebuild was the only election which produced a unanimous result... Yes... rebuild a ferrari... rebuild the ferrari... there is enough time left for the race though... just when the thought comes to my mind that all the ferrari needs is a coat of polish, the screws go crazy...